Just a thought ...

Have you ever just sat and thought ... about nothing ... about the future ... about ... whatever ...
I am saying this because I was talking to my uncle tonight and his BABY girl is now a married woman ... his last baby is out of the house and making a life of her own ... He was at the verge of tears recalling himself walking his baby down the aisle and giving her away to a man that wants to make a life with her.

I had a thought .... What will I be doing when Piper is getting married ... will I be bawling hysterically? Will I be gleaming with radiant pride because she has a man like her father that loves her no matter what? Will I be begging her to think about it because I don't get a good vibe from this man she is about to marry? Will her daddy be there to walk her down the aisle? Will my parents live to see her start her own life?
Will my boys find themselves godly women to share their lives with? Will they be blessed?

I have had my fair share of experience with men that weren't who they wanted me to believe they are .... I have had 2 failed marriages in the last 12 years .... and nathan walks into my life and totallly changes me look on love and relationships.

Back to what I was saying ... I do not want my children to experience multi marriages, broken hearts, cheating, lying or affairs ... I want my children to have a spouse that they will love for the rest of their lives, be blessed with children, and live HAPPILY in the Lords care.

The thought of my babies already out of the nest and moving on with their lives is WAY to much for me to handle at this point but I know the day is coming ... I know my birds will have to fly away and make their own nest ... Breaks my heart to think that it will happen WAY before I can prepare myself ...

Thought to ponder ... eh?